Ever since I was young, I've had one goal in life. To find a man that loves me enough to ask me to be his wife.
Someone who loves me for me and won't ask me to change who I am. When we're out in public, a guy who's not ashamed to hold my hand.
Someone who can make me smile even if there are tears running down my face. No matter what our surroundings are, with him I'd always feel safe.
Someone who would walk with me along the beach and try to beat the waves. A guy who, just to see me smile, would search for seashells with me all day.
Someone who would wake me up with just the gentlest kisses. A guys who'd call me out of the blue just to tell me I'm the one he misses.
Someone that I can tell my deepest secrets to and know that when times are hard he's the one who'll help me through.
Just someone to return the love I give. Someone to love me as long as we live.
When I'd almost reached the point of giving up hope, I'd found that someone I'd been searching for and I lost him because I made a stupid mistake.
All I can say is I'm sorry. Nothing can take back or change what I did. I swear I never meant to hurt you and I really do love you, but I don't deserve you, I've always know I never did.
