Destroying me

On the tiles
the coldness spreads
the white is drenched
a Vail of red
and with the knife, he cuts my soul
destroyed outside and in
until hes had his way
left alone
cold and wet
naked and open for the world to see
no more innocence
no more life
no reason to live
destroyed by one
thats all it was
one person, one drink
nothing from above
god was not with me
i needed his help
destroyed by a moment
i live in hell
my blood seeped away
his body on mine
cuts in my skin
deeper in my brain
my mind destroyed no escape from his claws
finger nails scratchin
insanity, my love
self satisfaction nothing but a memory
he stole my soul
and tore my body
I'm untouchable
as I'm left on the tiles to die
a vail of red un winds
red tiles, a white room
destroyed from within