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My heart beats with fury, my soul cries out in pain,
So many emotions building, theyre driving me insane.
I want to be alone, for people I condone,
Each I looked upon my face tears of frustration shone.

Why cant this hurt go away?
Why does bad fortune always stay?
I want some one to know,
But anxiety always grows,
And I turn from the talk, and into my seclusion I go.

No one understands,
Some one else is always shouting out commands,
I just cant pull away,
I fear im going too far astray,
But maybe Id rather go astray
then go where my path is leading.