She cried to kill herself,
but it was only an excuse....(so much more)
to let her pain go.
She's bleeding,
He's screaming,
She's on the edge,
and He's breathing...
Is she too lost to be seen?
is she too gone to be saved?......(so much more)
She never was,
and she wont ever be..
How could he say those things,
with such decency?
Numb to the air,
she falls down...
Her last prayer,
wearing fate's crown...
"Do you remember me?
or am i just another face in that faded picture?"...
Is this what he was?
Is this what she deserved to be?
"Do you pretend for me?
or are you still unsure?"
Is this how it was?
Is this how it's supposed to be?...
"Am i too gone,to be saved?
or am i too lost to be seen?"
She eared the pain inside,
it was killing her n she didnt want that...
"Do you care,what happens to me?
or should i think your love was black?"
Was she far,
far from his grace?
Or was he trying to show her,
how she slipped from place?
"Have you forgotten me?"
But no-one was there by her side,
Is this what she was destined to be?
"Is this what it has in store for me?"
She tried to find her home,
in the last night,all alone.
"will you come for me?
or will i face this dark on my own?"
"The rain has washed the trail ahead,
a labyrinth of questions spread before me"
What she did was a lie she told herself,
to keep her calm,because she lost belief.
"Something isnt by my side,
there's no-one here but me,
You grew up,grew apart,
and now im dying...
and there's no-one here but me"..
What was the end?
From where did she start?
Crawling in the dark,
and she still was'nt far.
"I walk alone,
on this road unknown.
Dont know where its taking me.."
But she was headed someway...
"All that i wanted,
All that i never could say....
HOLD ONTO ME TIGHTLY,
as i slip away.
Dont know why i feel like it today..."
But she needed to end it someway..
Enough of pretending,
Enough of lies,
no mre answers,
no more questions,"why?"
Enough fake smiles,
enough of tries,
no more violence,
not much to cry.
....
A blurred moment as her life passed her by,
and she crawled into the night,
crimsonly red.....
leaving all behind,
she knows its late..
but this is her GOOD BYE...
