Can i trust you again?

I don't think u know how much i love you.
It just blew me away when you told me what you had done.
I just wanted to run.
The night before i said i trusted you.
But now i just feel disgusted.
It hurts so much knowing how much i trust you.
I couldn't bare to look you in the eye.
I don't even know if you care
You said you were drunk and didn't know what you were doing.
You were just drunk and made out with some girl.
Sometimes it feels like you just played me.
I asked you whether she went to our school.
I felt like drowning myself in a pool.
You said no.
But she did.
Were u just protecting her?
If your so drunk how do you remember this?
Can i trust you again?
I don't know if i can.
I cant even look you in the eye.
It kills me inside knowing what you had done.

*if this doesn't make sense. he hooked up with someone and didn't tell me until a while. and the night b4 he said do u think I'll do something i told him i trust him and yeah now this happens...see what party's can do:(*
Please leave a comment i know its not the greatest poem on earth but meh i tried