Feelings

When i stop to tell my friends
how I feel deep inside
they tell me "just be happy"
but I feel like I have died

They tell me to forget
and just to have some fun
but they don't seem to realize
it's easier said than done

They all think I'm not trying
to make the hate just go away
but they don't see the hurt
I go through every day

Eventually I realized
that they are never there
Oh wait i think i understand
It's because they do not care