Trust

Lately I've come to realize
that I've misplaced my trust
like when u think that your in love
but really it's just lust

I'm sick of feeling left out
and scared to go outside
my friends said it'd get better
but now I know they lied

It got worse
It really did
and now I've had enough
they thought that they
could lie to me
but I'm saying now it's tough

I can not take it
any more
It's now too much to bare
so how come when i need them
my friends
are never there?