CUTTING

by Leah   Oct 27, 2006


This feeling of failure
the feeling of never being good enough
will not fade away
i am so miserable
i hate my life
my mom will not stop hitting me
my sister does not even know
all i have is my music
and my razor blade
i started cutting again
a few weeks ago
never felt as good as it does now
when i see the blood
i just smile with tears flowing from my eyes
knowing that i am still alive
the feeling in my body comes back
I feel so indestructible when i do it
like i am playing god with my own life
maybe one day
i will lose the control.

does anyone else feel this way?

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  • 17 years ago

    by angelina

    Yes, .. i do ... read sum of mine if you want too

  • 18 years ago

    by Kelsey

    You're not alone. Like most of the other people said

  • 18 years ago

    by Jo

    Hey, i know exactly what your going through. i used to cut, play god but i didnt realise how it was affecting people around me until someone confronted me about it. you may feel its the way you know your still alive but its not. if you look around you will see that your not the only one your hurting by doing it. i understand why you are doing it but please... just look around.
    Jo XxX

  • 18 years ago

    by aliiiii

    Hey, i had my friends steal my poems, so i took em' off here. But i had ninety-eight poems.. written mostly about cutting and abuse. I stopped for the longest time.. but then.. it came back> I drank, popped pills, cut, ANYTHING to make me numb. To forget the past. But Now it's all back. I'm glad you write to vent.. but really, don't do it. I KNOW what it's like. We all do. Get help to stop the pain.

  • 18 years ago

    by Silent Screams

    Like the other person said your not alone but i know that feeling when people say that your not alone but still know one is truly there for you...stay strong..if you ever wanna talk i'll listen
    auna

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