Rainy Days

This is a song/poem for the days when the rain seems like its never going to stop, the pain each day increases from the stresses of life, that you just can seem to deal with, and when it seems to overwhelm you. Although it rains keep hope because the sun always come out eventually.

I was just smokin' and realized i don't want to deal with this shit!

I try not to let this pain influence my brain
but I'm so strained, and so drained
Inflamed from the stresses, as my brain compresses
The rain clouds my memory, kills my energy
I try to not let this stress take control
So I kneel and pray, to express what I have concealed
To tell the man above, just how I feel

It's a dark road in the middle of this rain
It rattles my soul, as I try to stay sane
So strange as I exchange joy for pain
But I persist to in the midst; as my life takes a twist

He's ill and I'm tryin' to deal
With the fact, that we won't always be intact
From the father that raised a son,
Why is this being undone

Stuck in this bubble, entrapped with trouble
Each day the rain seems to double
The money goes, drinkin' to calm my woes

So that I can numb the pain as the devil throws his blows

I look for a sign of hope; Tryin' not to wrap a rope
Around my throat, as I choke and provoked
But the rains drowns my soul and I'm soaked
The brink right before I sink, I stop to think
As I smoke my j and sip my drink
That the definition of strength
Is pressing on no matter how far the length
Resisting quitting and admitting
That I can hold it together
No matter how bad the weather
Everyone expects you to fall apart, but their incorrect
That couldn't detect, my intellect
My brilliance in my reliance

The sun will come out again no matter what your problems are.

Resist quitting and persist to resist the negative in your life.