I like this!
Your a good writer!
Keep at it!

I really like the contrast of emotions in this poem. Just the reality within this poem is amazing also. It's something that I can relate to. I really liked the lines:
Who held me close, but pushed me away
Looking at me, but not always seeing me
I could really relate to those lines. I think you did an amazing job on this poem. It seems very well thought out. 5/5