Why do i even try
to be what I'm not
you guys love me
for whatever i am
i cant see
whats right in front of me
i addicted to pain
to hurt
to shame
i addicted to
tears
to fears
and lies
they say
I'm addicted to heartbreak
is what i say
i need love
to past me by
to catch my eye
lord do you hear me
i want friends like you
to break my addiction
you can thank the one
who started it all
the cutting
the pain
the tears
the start
of the beginning of my life pain
but no one tries to stop it
the keep adding
i want to stop
but i didnt know how
can you help me
can you see me
can you feel me
i lost without you love
hear me now
and save my soul
i love you now
my friends
my soul
i can say love
because i barley believe in it
because my addiction that
fails everytime
but what you guys do for me
is what i call love
and every time you do
i believe it even more
i love you
dedicated to: Hayden Haney, Logan Lamb,(my heartbreaks my addiction, and to every guy that breaks my heart along this life. and Jennifer, Jillian, Rachel, Stepian, Johnathan D, Sean Westbrook, and all my friends I LOVE U!!!
