Inside Demon

Why won't the demon inside me just leave me alone?
It tells me to do things
that aren\'t good for me.
He is really pissed right now
I didn't do what he told me too
I didn't pick up the blade
and just slice my arms all up.
He is yelling really loud,
cussing nonstop. Telling me:
"you're worthless, you're not good enough,
you'll never be happy so you might as well just end
your misery now"
I didn't obey him.
Now i must pay for my mistake.
He picks up my favorie blade,
he takes it and slices my neck
i bleed perfusely
and all I see before it goes blank
is him laughing in his little corner.
He has suceeded in his job
He is THRILLED!!!!!!!

my mind goes blank
i feel so weak.

It is now all over.

AND he goes to his next victum.