Throbbing
Blood rushes thro her veins
Waves of emotion
Crash around inside her head
Why?
The only question
Among thousands of thoughts
Waterfalls of tears
Seise to appear
Just numb
Without feeling
Like a doll
But its real
No matter how much she denies
His blue eyes
Dark tan
Too good to be true
Forced to enjoy
But no fun in that room
Pretending that love comes naturally
And making it is fun
But no way
Being alone
Left to collect the dust
Is safer, healthier
Leaves you happier
Then
Making memories
Instead of love
Traumatising memories
Shuts you down
Close you up
Undeniably ruined
