I Love You

I cry these tears for you.
You are such a mess.
You are acting so ridiculous.
I wish you could see yourself.
I wish I could fix you,
But that is simply impossible,
Because I don't know
what of you
I am supposed to fix.
You seem so perfect.
With some really awesome friends.
Your cool mom,
And your funny boyfriend.
Remember when it was just
Us dorks three
And we could be entertained by
something stupid like a tree?
Well I really miss that.
And I don't know if you do, too...
But I guess no matter what I will still love you.
I don't break promises,
Well,
I try my hardest not to...
But just to let you know,
The dorks three is no more,
You've just grown out of that.
So now its just the depressed two...
Wishing you would still act like that.
But there's no changing change.
And it is hard to deal.
But when I said friends till the end,
I intended to always stay true.
Times are tough,
And this has really hit home.
But girl there is just no getting you out of that zone.
I promise you this:
If you mixed our jealousy of you,
Fear of you,
And everything else in a big giant pot,
It would all add up to missing you a lot.
We know you've changed.
It may not seem like it,
But it's true.
I still have the highest respects for you.
I'm hurting inside...
I don't know this new robot,
but even if things are different,
I still love you a lot.
I love who you are,
Just not the things you say.
I just feel depressed.
But there's no fixing that.
Maybe the sun will come out.
But I don't think i will see much of that.
I see a storm coming.
It's sad but its true.
So behind all those mean things I may say,
just remember:
I love you.