For Once at all

I wrote this poem for a girl that i really had crush on her for a long time and yeah i still do..but here it's goes...

Every moment that you cross my mind
Everything its just on pause
Except only dream about you
To hold me for once at all

Don't know what to say
Or to think
But only to wish that you were mine
For once at all
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
But you were always on my mind

Sure there are so many questions in my head
I don't know how to answer them
But I guess my answer will be I don't know
And I'm afraid of saying of those three words
Its too early to say it, but for me its too late
And I'm still wishing that you were mine
For once at all

So every moment that you cross my mind
The shadows of my love follow me
Canâ??t run away from them
Nor hide from them
But only to surrounded for them
And still wishing that you were mine
For once at all