Said you would never leave

You said you'd never go, now I'm sitting her and I'm all alone. i thought i had met my first love, that god had made sure from up above that we were a perfect match, but all u did was leave a scratch. i found out and all i did was cry, all i wanted was to do was die. u acted like i never mattered, my love for you has spat and spattered. iv lost every thing in my whole world, iv even lost my baby girl. i thought we were gonna work this out, u made me think that without a doubt. now I'm sitting here and I'm all alone i have to body to hang out with because you left me like you said you never would, i wanted to kill my self and maby i still should.