I thought i was more than nothing
mum today u made me feel like what i want isn't good enough
does that mean that I'm not good enough for u too
i was always meant to be Ur special little girl.
but at 18 it seems that i am not longer what u want of me
yet i do so much for u
while u've been sick this past year
i have done so much to make sure everything at home gets done
just for u...when was it that i wasn't good enough
bcuz before Ur cancer i was the little girl that would always be urs
Ur little girl no matter my age
throughout Ur treatments
i was the one to depend on
i did whatever needed to be done
now all of that is passed
I'm no longer good enough
to be Ur special little girl
what changed i thought i was Ur child that survived the one u loved so much...
it hurts me the way Ur talking about me behind my back
but u know what I've heard every word on how I'm not good enough
not good enough to be Ur daughter
so tonight while i feel so low and rotten
i will always remember how I'm no longer good enough to be special
so thank u mum
u showed me that i wasn't what i thought
u showed me that I'm not worth anything
thank u for pushing me down so far
that i will never get up again
I'm not good enough
for friends
for family
for happiness
I'm not even good enough
to be sad
to breathe
to even live
once again thank u mum
i know see that i mean nothing to u or anyone else
thank u for showing me the truth
