"Her hand once had touch and nothing is left".
I pray.
"Her hand once so soft and now so cold".
I say,
I pray day and night cause that all i can do. i wish i could hold her tight and hear her soft whispers in my ear. of giggles and laughter.
Smiles that brightend my days.
"I once got to hold her in my arms. she was so small. now i hold nothing".
I said.
"I once looked down to her and smiled, now i look up to her and cry".
I pray.
"I once had to follow you around and now you follow me form behind".
I say.
I once had a baby girl full of life, and wisdom, laughter and smiles, giggles and tickles, now i get to look down at her cold stone and cry. for i lost her, and now god gets to play with her day and night.
"I use to tickle your little toes and kiss your tink hands".
I said
"I use to watch you sleep, and kiss your little cheeks",
I pray.
"I once had something and now i got nothing".
I say.
Do i give up, or do i give in. do i let go or dont i. why did you go, why didn't you stay, i got so many questions, and no answers. do i pray or do i cry. witch is better.
"I prayed one night, to the heavens above",
I said
"I asked god to tell her one last thing",
I prayed.
\"Tell her i love her, tell her i will keep praying, i may not be happy inside but i'll show it on the out side that i am, i\'ll come visit you as long as you keep visiting me".
I say
"please dont leave me, you did it once, dont do it again",
I whisper.
Dedicated to Jessica Chalifoux,
Born September 7th 2000
Died Novemeber 2ed 2000
miss you baby sister
