I can't

It was that night,
an amazing night.

Wow I can still remember,
everything is so clear.

Can I relive it?
well it's over I guess.

Everything is,
it's so sad.

I'm held back,
not by you,
but by another.

The ones that brought me into this world,
they don't like it.

They can't let go,
I'm ready.

I waited too long for a no,
I want you,
I love you,
but can't.