I miss you daddy

Good news daddy
I'm turning 5 today
I really really miss you
You've been in my mind all day.
I wish you could have been here
To watch me as i grew.
I've grown about 5 inches and I'm getting smarter too.
I can tie my shoe laces
I can even write my name.
But now that you arent with me,
It will never be the same.
You left be 3 years ago daddy
Didnt you want to stay?
I can still hear your voice
I recall the things used to say.
I have your picture on my wall.
I wish you were alive.
If only you hadnt been dumb enough
To drink and then to drive.