My friend, she has ruined me.
she raised my expectations, crushing the old ones.
she is kind and sincere
everything about her emits beauty.
physically and emotionally.
just the sound of her voice sends my heart into a frenzy.
in anticipation, i count the days, and hours until we meet again.
everytime i see her or hear her talk, it's like i am nine years old on christmas morning.
i confide everything to her, she always understands, and nothing's ever hidden.
she is perfect in my eyes.
i want nothing less than her, i've been spoiled.
she has more love than anyone i have ever met.
without her, i will never be complete.
my disease is both a blessing and a curse.
it brought me to her.
i fear it is also keeping me from her.
life is cruel, dangling all i desire just out of reach.
this is torture.
