I See A lot of F--ked Up Shit Going Down in the Next Book

I want to meet your eyes
At equal par with mine
I want to make you pay
For not giving me my way
But there's NOT ENOUGH HATE!!

I want to get inside your mind
Twist and pull on every weakness I can find
Turn my suffering onto you in kind
//Take you to a place//
where everyone you love is left behind

But to you I can do nothing
Save a slight malicious grin
For you alone are my reason
For remaining here
I want to be worth something you can appreciate
And I will do anything to prove we can relate

But you won't listen
You don't believe in fate
I want to bring you down
but there's just NOT ENOUGH HATE!!

You don't give a damn about me
And don't hear a word I say
But you just had to let me live
You couldn't give in and hurt me
You just showed your godd-mn perfect mercy
//Eyes burning red//
As I felt my heart decay

In another life, could you have been mine?
I taste your bitter breath as your teeth gnash into my face
Your words fall upon my head worse than
The weight of the rain, "There's just
not enough hate"
You say
"There's just NOT ENOUGH HATE!!"
Before you turn and walk away

Leaving me to writhe in my unrequited pain
To comtemplate the reasons why
And try to win you back again