Not Worth It

I don't need you
A million times I tell myself this
I'm better off without you
I didn't deserve it
any of it
You treated me like shyt
When you didn't get your way
Now that I'm passed all the tears
All the nights spend crying
Wishing I would just not wake up the next morning
All the times I took way too many pills
More than I should have
Thinking maybe they'd stop the pain
All the times I cut myself
Thinking it would rid my body of you
None of it worked
I just hurt myself
left some new scars
you're not worth it
I'm better off without you.