Unsecure

As I lay down dying I remembered to tell you I will never forgive you never
You made me who I am today?you told me you will be always there for me?..but you are not?..You never showed me how to stand by myself?..I always depended on you?..after you made me a raising star?..NOW, everyday I am a new falling star..?...what did I do to deserve all of this? PEOPLE live once and die once. I never lived but died everyday?..what an intruder I have become?I am not welcomed anywhere?you want to know how I feel? An earthquake if its right to say is attacking my heart everyday..a desertification has killed the paradise I always had in the thing they call heart..what else do you want me to tell you.yes I have lost my soul..what else do you want me to tell you..yes you are my soul?..the destiny of a lost soul is well known either it comes back to its owner?..or stays lost forever or if you want it meets another lost soul..what would you choose?..let me help you ??meet another lost soul??what else would you want than to stay away from your failure ?..yes I don..??t mind being your failure but I also don't? mind being your..?