Lost Prayers

You pray to god every night,
Asking for the same thing,
Promising never to ask again
If he will give you this one love,
The only thing you can think about,
The only one you want to be with.
Days Pass
Then Weeks
Then Months
Nothing happens
Until one day you realize that she will never feel the same about you
Never want to be more than friends
Never be with you.
Your prays suddenly change from those wishing to be with her
To those hoping to forget her
Forget your feelings
Forget the pain caused by going to sleep every night only thinking of her
Dreaming of her
Waking up wanting nothing in the world more than to be with her.

But no matter how hard you try
No matter how long you pray
No matter how many times you pretend to be over her
You know you will never forget her.
She will always be in the back of your mind
Haunting your dreams with her beautiful face
Gorgeous eyes
And stunning smile
Never to be forgotten.
And no matter how much pain it causes maybe, just maybe that's a good thing.

I miss you girl...

:'(