My Pain

Once more it starts to rain.
The cold surrounds me,
Makes me numb,
So i can feel no pain.
I let the droplets cleanse me,
Thats when i scream his name.
That feeling`s born again,
One i can`t explain.
I can feel the adrenaline
Pumping through my veins.
For the last time i inhail.
I`ve surrendered to the darkness.
Now i cannot fell the rain,
What i have done has healed my pain.

its my first ever poem, i dnt know if its gd or not.i have alot of improving to do.working on it.maybe i`ll get there someday...