The pain is still hear.

When someone you love hurts you its not just normal pain,
They promise you the stars and bring you dirt and stones,
Faithfulness and trust are all I could ever ask for,
And when they break that trust they break that unique bond,
You may not know it's broken or you may just hide from the facts,
But once that bond is broken the end will come up fast.
Now I'm left unhappy and hoping I'm still her one.

One year on and now I am single, unhappy and yearning for affection,
I hope one day I will be happy as one night stands will never fulfil me,
I'm a needy person and crave to be held close and tight,
I'm living without love and I feel as though I 'm not really living,
Sex and drink will never make me happy just paper over the truth,
My life is content again but for how much longer is content enough,
I feel I just exist and that simply isn't good enough,
People say I deserve happiness. So why can't that happen?

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