RIP eric...

These knees are weak.
my arms are shaking.
I\'m hardly breathing anymore
and my heart is racing.

My mind is running faster
than all the words in my head
thinking about all the things
i should have said...

my hands are so cold
i can hardly move at all..
like a baby\'s first step
i\'m ready to fall.

with nothing there to catch me
when i fall to the ground
and all i hear is the echo
of that eerie mournful sound

the sound of this lonely silence
It reminds me of losing you
when they told me what happened..
i couldn\'t believe it was true.

There\'s not a soul in sight
I\'m just helplessly missing you
knowing that really,
there\'s nothing i could do...

good times they\'re gone
and you, gone so young..
you would have done great things
but what\'s done is done
and you\'re forever gone now.
all the good times and laughs..
i just cant help but think about how..
it\'s all in the past,
never to come back.

it just doesn\'t make sense...
why you\'d leave this way
you were so young and full of life..
now, only left in shades of grey.

a whole array of sadness,
a pallet of sheer pain
life\'s Masterpiece, of only sorrow...
and nothing we\'ve gained.

ill be missing you kid.
i love you my friend..
know that i\'ll never forget you.
someday, i\'ll see you again.

RIP Eric, May 18th 1989-October 5, 2006.