I never hated you so much until now..

Its funny how love is so simple
But as soon as you Fall into it
it becomes so complicated
I wish you never walked away
I wish you stayed
I hope your happy though
my heart is black
like the feathers of a crow

I think back to all our nights
the fun we had
the moments
I loved them then
And hate them now

I wont say I hate you
but in my silent thoughts
I do

Seeing you in his arms
falling for his charm
but then again how could you not
He's everything you want
Thats something I will never be
You always lied to my face
when you said you loved me

I hate myself so much for falling for you
I wish I could take it back
I wish it wasn't true
Im such a fool

Now laying in my bed
my dark scars from when I bled
I wish your freaking voice was out of my head
I just wish I was dead

I can't believe I let you steal my heart
from the start.....