A rendering pain to live with day to day

by Regret   Oct 30, 2006


I feel so ashame every day
I want to cry
I hate the things they say
I wish they would all die

Why wont they leave me alone
Im not even well known
Im nothing to them

So why do they hate me
I beg them please just let me be
I am who I am

When I stare into the mirror
I feel tears rising
my heartbeat race's

I reach over to my only friend
He will make the pain end
slowly I press him into my vein
I pretend this a dream
A game

When I start to bleed
I let it drip
I cant believe Im doing this to me

I bit into my lip
Chewing my flesh
I fall down and cry
Im nothing to anybody
Im nothing to them
Im only human

I wipe my arm
I wipe my eyes
But the feeling still stands
I wish I can just die...

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  • 17 years ago

    by Fruitloop XxProblem ChildxX

    Omg. you should write a poem about this fabulous person that you met on the internet that always made you smile. that would be a greeaatt poem

  • 18 years ago

    by WakingFreedom

    Dude, this is so powerful, i liked it
    5/5 from me my friend

  • 18 years ago

    by stargirl49

    *cries* you're probably never going to believe this, but i feel the same way you do a lot of the time. but usually i smile and try to brush it into past memories. most of the time that doesn't work though, and i end up right back where i started. i'm here for you too!

    ~maggie
    xoxoxoxoxo

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