Untitled is what we are
I put my self on a Rolla coaster
that I should not be on
he is out of my league
7 years of an age difference
showed me pain
then yet happiness
it never stops
there was yesterday tears
then soon smiles
then back today to tears
soon after the message I read
his beautiful older ex girlfriend
ask how he was
then soon this phrase
broke me in half
tore me into two
dragged me into bed
what you up to today miss
I called him when I promised
I even asked him to see him
but instead he might be with her
the titled ex relationship
so I broke down
once more
couldn't breath for a second
so terrified that she might steal him back
while ill be the fool on the side
still by his side
because I feel enslaved to him
yesterday I told him
I care so much about him
I told him I write about him
if he could only know that
this isn't sweet
this is sad
but at times sweet
confused between emotions
don't know how to get off this Rolla coaster
I think
then I am proved wrong
I feel but I feel alone
