These days

These days i play out as i am a \"happy person\" but yet I\'m dying to break down and cry. I sit here and try but my body denies the pain i let build up inside. I go for the blade but i burn up inside. My body freezes i start to shake. i think i went to deep. All i can see is a bloody blade every things becoming dark and the light is starting to fade away...As i am drowning in my puddle of blood.