...the first day we met. you was higher then high. you was so high you was flying. through that haze you saw my beautiful hips.my honey lips. beautiful brown eyes, and pretty lil smile. your game was nice. and slickly like soap in wet hands, i dropped my guard, you captured my heart, whispering in my ear, telling my everything i wanted to hear.
"i can be your knight in shining armor. armor, keeping you up under my arm, away from this NYC harm. listen, you MY sexy Puerto Rican chic, and don't ever forget it. "
you called me on the phone, just to tell me you was feeling all alone, and how you'd always love me forever. that we'd have forever to be together. you came to see me day and night. you were the one that told me things was alright.
but good things never last forever.
God, please help me let go.
i can't handle this heartache. this heartache runs too deep. and i miss him. i miss him in my sleep. i miss him everyday of the week. it feels like nobody will ever fill this space. and everyday you cross my mind. everyday my mind crosses a memory, and i can't stop missing you.
