As i sit here,
I watch you holding her close in your arms.
I stop writing to see you whisper something sweet in her ear.
Oh how i long for your touch again.
The feeling of your lips as they press gently against mine as we embrace in a kiss.
The warmth of your body that supports mine when i am cold as you stand holding me.
Your big muscular arms holding me tightly as if any moment my fragile body compared to you will collapse and fall.
And the scent of your hair that seeps through my nostrils as you rest your head against my shoulder.
Just the thought of seeing you with someone else slowly kills me inside within each minute that seems to pass by.
With each breath i take is a way that i pray to lose all my pain and heartache that has collected over all these months we have been apart.
Each day i slowly fall apart inside.
Why did we say goodbye?
Everything seemed to be flowing pretty steady.
You thought it was time to move on,
I thought that you wouldn't be gone too long.
Just remembering it brings tears to my eyes.
But now i gaze at you holding her close in your arms.
I'm trying so hard to choke back these hot tears that threaten to be set free.
Our eyes lock for a minute and i see sadness linger there.
The same sadness that i have in mine.
I turn away breaking the gaze and thinking to myself soon everything will be ok.
Soon i wont have to toss and turn in my sleep thinking of you.
Soon i wont have to see your face haunting my once pleasant dreams.
Soon i wont be here to shed another tear for you.
Soon i wont have to see you anymore.
No more lies...
No more tears...
No more you...
No more goodbies...
