I feel sick
My face is warm
I can feel the fear in my heart
Will it be ok?
Can we still be friends?
I cant even tell if I miss him
My mind and heart are fighting
And I cant tell which one they are fighting for
Its like both of them are fighting for them
Like they cant make up their minds either
What point is there in having a best friend?
If they dont even try
We were so close
He would always see what was wrong
Even if I didnt want him to.
I think I could cry in front of him and he wouldnt see it
I am shaking all over I . . . just want to see him
I need to know
How will he act?
Is it . . . over?
Can he really be like the others in the end?
Will he leave me just like every one else?
