when you told me, it was shocking,i didnt believe it was true.
all i can think of is how u say u love me,now i debate weather it is true
the tears flowing down my cheek because of what happened,
i cant help but wanting to cut my wrist wide open.
i take the razor blade and place it on my arm,i push and pull.
the blood starts to flow out of my wrist.
i feel so much pain inside knowing what you did that night,
i look at my bloody wrist and see my eyes full of fright
i love you and this is cause of what happened and now im bleeding,
i cut my wrist and i keep proceding. after the tenth cut i cant feel the
pain in my arm any , it tinggels.i cant stop cutting hopeing
the pain goes away. its notworkin.
bye the time i decide to quit it is too late
i see the blood drip to the floor and i like the feeling of
the pain of my life dripping away.life is worthless to me now
knowing i am loseing you in a way.but i know you wont leave.
i wish it was over the pain and the aggony of this night,
my blood keeps poring out of my wound.
i see the lights in my room slowly fade away into a thick darkness.
i think im dieing ,it makes me happy knowing i have no more pain except knowing
im not here for you but thank yourself for that..
you walk in and see the blood,then you look over their i am.
i feal bad cause u know it\'s cause of what you did that night,
i see the terror in your face since you see me laying their in a pool of blood.
you scream at the top of your lungs.i never knew you meant this much to me,untill now that you see the blood next to me.blood blood all over the place in my room,on the sealing,the walls and the floor.i cant help but think about what happened witch makes my heart pump my blood out even faster.u look on the wall before you call an ambulance.it reads in blood \"i love you and this is what happend because
u hurt me and and u killed me.\' i utter these words into your ear \" i love you\"
the doctors get in my room and push you out. they try to revive me but i struggle.
im dead now..they walk out and tell you i didnt make it.
they found a note in my hand.it reads \"ill love you
forever even if im not here dont forget me im still in your heart.i am sorry that i did this to you
i just couldnt handle life any more.i had too much pain so i knew i
had to end it..i love you and im sorry..i wrote this poem for you....
\"love is what i felt\"
love is what i felt when you came in my life,
its is know to all people that
i want you to be my wife.
life is full of choices and
i choose you,its rare for me to say this but i love you.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, \"I Love You,\"
And the way you\'re always there.
i love you with all my heart babby and im sorry that i had to do this.