I have lost her and i dont know if i will ever get her back..i love her to death and i dont know what i will do without her...she is everything to me and if i cant have her back i dont know what i will do with myself...i dont know how this is all happening so fast...this is kinda scary..i love her and i have relized that i cant be without her...she is my life and i will give anything up to be with her cause she makes me happy.i know i have been very protective but thats only cause i care so much about her and i dont want anything bad to happen to her..it is so painfull knowing that i have lost her but i dont know if it is a perminent thing..i dont want it to be cause i love her with all my heart and i cant see my life without her..i feal empty inside without her..it feals like i have nothing left to live for..i just want her back in my life...
