Its Happening Again

Its come back to me again
Wat im talkin about it that feeling.
the feelin of losing u.
except this time we are actually gona be through.

I love u with everything i have.
but this feeling is killing me its makin so sad.
and it makin me feel like i should just die.
and tears just wana pour from my eyes

but i hold them back so they wont come out.
and i love u so much ur what my lifes all about.
but for some reason i feel like u dont love me back.
i thought we were actaully perfect again but were not on the right track.

to me u are my on true love.
but i guess to u ill never be enough.
cause to me it seems like u dont even care.
u dont know how much it would hurt me to never have u there.

I just wish things would go back to the way they used to be.
wat used to be perfect just u and me.
and go back to the funniest times on the phone.
the times when i never felt alone.

back to the time everything u did would make me smile.
how u always made livin life worthwhile.
back to the time i stared into ur eyes.
was a moment i finally felt i didnt have to cry.

back to the time i held u in my arms.
keepin u safe from all lifes harms.
some people wonder how i stay so strong.
the truth im not cause i coped with all of it to long.

im so weak and theres nothing i can do.
cause im so weak and i feel its time to let go.
Im such a fool for lettin u go those other times.
cause feelings just kept poppin up in my mind.

Its never to late to make things right.
just show me the way turn on the light.
i wana look into ur eyes that showed me the future.
i nolonger wana be a searchers.

I wana settle down and be with one person and thats u.
but theres things i gotta findout like if ur love for me is really true.
i dont wana lose u thats my only sin.
but im so weak and feeling so sad and i can tell its happening again.

by jay jay
that feelin came back again and i dont want it to come true and as i wrote this i was pretty much cryin cause i dont wana lose her i love her so much.