All the things that have past me are gone,
It went a lot quicker then I could've sworn.
Past, present and all that is yet to come,
Living on until all of it is over and done.
Feelings of confusion surrounding my mind,
Still cat see my reason to exist; that I must find.
I've read my life but some pages aren't there,
But how come; they can't just vanish into thin air?
I know where I am but somehow I'm lost,
The World I knew is covered in a killing frost.
The sadness runs away in my icicle tears,
Darkness encases me increasing all my fears.
The hope I used to have is diminishing fast,
And I'm not quite sure how long I can last...
My purpose? It's nowhere to be found,
I'm yelling as loud as I can but no sound.
The shadow slowly eats away at my soul,
And it's overbearing torment is taking a toll.
Walking alone in circles looking at the floor,
I don't have any idea of what to think anymore.
I need a saviour but I have no faith at all,
And I'm so lost that I just eternally fall.
To become nothing is that what I'm here for,
I thought my life and I was worth much more.
My times running out but maybe it's my destiny,
Why God, O why have you forsaken me?
I wish that all of this confusion would end,
I'm fading to nothing and the evil I can't fend.
Reaching my hand to all that I cannot see,
I hope something can spot it and set me free.
I'm struggling; just hanging on by on a thread,
Please see me and help because I am almost dead.
