From your guardian angel

I sit, I think, I wonder, I dream
Of what it would be like for you and me
If we didnt have to keep this secret scheme
If we were given the chance to be

Enough with all the rhyming
Its hard to keep it going
When all I can think of is you
And the feelings I have to keep from showing

Its hard to pretend I dont love you
When I know, deep inside, that I do
The things Ive felt and the things Ive said
Have never rang so true

Its painful to see you every day
Knowing that she still holds your heart
Because I know shell never give it back
Even if, one day, from each other, you depart.

But Ive also given you mine.
And I wont ask for you to return it.
Because youre the only one who I know
That will cherish it, not abuse it.

Im addicted to you
When youre around, I force myself to use self-control
Youre the one Im destined to be with
I can feel it in my soul.

But our time is getting darker
And the second part of your situation will soon begin
Its difficult to have to sit back and watch
Its killing me within.

No matter how much I crave your touch
Or wish to be wrapped up with you, so secure
Ive made a decision
Of which Im unsure.

I think we need to just stay friends
And limit our time with each other
I wish there was an easier way
And that this situation was anothers

Well still be best friends
You can still call me whenever
Even if its just to hear each others breathing
Or to talk about whatever

Remember that I loved you once
And that I love you still
Also, that, I always have
And that I always will.

Ill always listen, if you need someone to talk to
Ill always be here, if you need someones help.
Ill watch over you, even if everyone else turns there back.
I will, forever and always be, your Guardian Angel.