Feels like letting go..

Deep behind this smile is a girl
A girl who puts on a show
So that everyone believes she is OK
She doesn't want them to know, the hell that she goes through

She feels as though she cannot
Go to anyone at all
Not friends, not family
All she feels is herself continueing to fall

She feels good around her friends
She feels good around her family
She feels like crap being alone
But because she feels alone all the time, she feels like crap

She's never been an outgoing kind
She wishes she was
So that when times get hard
She can scream and shout
Without giving a damn

Depression has taken over
This quiet, innocent girl
This happy smileing girl
It's made her into something she's not

It's making her feel that everything
In her world is slowly crashing down
Everything she's always known
Is a lie..
She feels like letting go....