Mixed feelings

I want to be with you but i don't want to hurt you,
i want you to be right here in my arms but i don't want to make you cry,
my feelings is mixed i don't want to do the wrong step up,
i know i really like you but this passing relationship i had i always end up crying and getting cheat on,
I've been thinking a lot
should i give you a chance and see whats going to happen or should i just let it go and live my life like i used to be,
I'm confused i don't know if i love you or not and i don't want to say i do because i know I'm going to hurt my self in the end like i always do,
your nice,caring but i think your too mature for me.