Oh dark of heart!
Oh mistress of pain!
How low thou have fallen.
With you child inside,
You cannot hide,
That you wish it wasnt your calling.
Youre regretting
And you are living.
You are withering...
And covering it with a thin mask.
But you forget..
It was me who was there.
For nine long years.
IT WAS ME!
I saw your downfall.
I was turned away...
I am the one you left...
But now look.
Do I not have it better?
You so have said it yourself.
You have said you wish...
And you wish...
And you wish...
I grant the no pity.
You betrayed me!
You thought I was a lier!
Well guess what...
You are the one who lied.
And OH!! How you suffer now.
With your pain...
With your heartsickness...
With your soul.
You can act happy
But I see it in your eyes...
You are miserable.
Yes...
You love HIM
But....
You are SCREAMING inside...
Was life not bliss
When you were with me?
Did you not smile in my brothers arms?
Were you not happy with life?
You were...
Until him.
And oh how the mighty have fallen.
Do you not see the bags under your eyes?
Do you not hear the whispers?
Do you not wince at the lies?
Do you not run from yout past...
Because it makes your future seem less bright...
But I know you have nightmares..
When you turn off your lights.
And oh.. my princess of deceit...
How you will cry.
When you realize you were the one who failed....
Not I.
