Live or die, crucify
Kill me now while I am weak, and lay me down to a never-ending sleep
For I am worthless in your eyes
For I am blinded by your lies
And I am never able to reach up to the light
I never should have believed in you
For I knew that word believe holds within the word lie too
I was stupid, I now do see
Look at all the pain and torture you've caused me
Was it worth that minute of glory and pride?
I don't know how you live with yourself everyday
I know I couldn't live knowing what I have done to people just like me
I hope you are now satisfied with your words of anger and hurt
Because they will stick with me forever and I know this for sure
But I will get by
I won't let you ruin me
I will get by with knowing the truth
Knowing my tomorrow will soon be okay
And you know why?
Because it's going to be without you