You want to know why I cried,
In art the other day.
You want to hear why my heart's slowly breaking.
but you don't want to make the hurt go away?
You really want to know?
I melt every time, 'I love you.'
crosses your lips.
And the next morning, happiness you cannot show,
When I walk up and whisper a loving hello.
I feel like I'm losing,
The one who means most.
I feel my heart breaking,
When I remember the words of a ghost.
You say I'm trying to pull you away.
Did you ever think, I just wanted a day?
Or even a moment, of just you and me?
It was so obvious, couldn't you see?
Maybe it's just me worrying,
That I'm not good enough.
Or maybe it's me knowing,
How much it hurts to lose someone you love.
I'm trying so hard to do this right.
I never meant to cause a fight.
All of this is new to me,
Don't make my newly healed heart bleed.
The thought of losing you,
Scares me to death.
And a simple hug from you,
Makes me lose my breath.
This is what you wanted to know
This is what I needed to show
Here's why I've been so weird
Here's why I've been hard to hear
