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Walking to school today
Surrounded by my "friends"
Wishing I could be
Anywhere but there

Talking, joking and laughing
I pretend to care
I try to get away from them
But it's as though they are always there

I get to school and more people come
And I put a smile on face
I can't believe they can't tell
That my smile is just a fake

Constant hugs, constant laughter
I wish they would just shut up
I know that if I died tomorrow
None of them would give a f*ck

I'll pretend I can't hear what they say
So they'll leave me alone
They're just so bl**dy fake
I wish I could just run and go

I go as fast as I can
On the way home from school
But no, I've missed my bus again
So another hour with them I'll endure

Why do they pretend to care?
I know they really hate me
No one around me cares
And no one appreciates me

I finally get to my home
I lay down on my bed
But I no I'm not really home
And I'll never be at home again