Making decisions

Making decisions from
pressure not pleasure
fighting the battle
while seeking the treasure
things can get lost
while searching inside
you're sidetracked from places
where old habits hide
they're hard to erase
yet harder to find
when you're watching yourself
from inside your own mind
we brush them away
we plead innocence
while a voice from within
utters pure ignorance
you know in your heart
there should be more to see
but walls that you've built
make it hard to break free.