The Feeling

I wanted so badly for us to be together,
You are a really awesome guy.
But now that I'm with you, why isn't it better?
It really makes me want to cry.

You are everything I've been looking for,
It was so hard to try to find you.
You are the one I thought I would adore,
And I really hate it, but I don't like you.

You care so very deeply about me,
You would never let me get hurt.
I'm hurting so badly to try to feel the same, you see,
I really wish it would work.

Why don't you appeal to me?
I don't feel how I used to.
Why do I want us to be?
Why am I still with you?

I really want to love you,
You are so good to me.
But when I come around you,
A friend is all I see.

Inspired by: my ex, S.O.