What a feeling
when i kiss him
what a feeling
when i hold him
what a feeling
when i am with him
not a good feeling
when he doesn\\\'t answer my phone call
Is he asleep
where might he be
last night i called him back
i couldn\\\'t wait
for another not returned call
then somehow
we got disconnected
i wanted to tell him
to not compare me to Lauren
i will never be her
and thats because i care
i wouldn\\\'t use him like that
i wouldn\\\'t want to hurt him
I just want to love him
tried calling back
for 27 minutes after
but it didn\\\'t go through
no call back all last night
in 12 days
it will be a year
a year since we first kissed
a year of sad and good memories
I wish he could
open his heart to me
show me if he really cares or not
when i am with him
we share intense feelings
that should be called love by now
i hope that he takes that day seriously
i know that he probably wont
ill probably end up alone in my bed crying
just because
he is not here
with me to share this day
if he is not
that shows a lot
shows how much he doesn\\\'t care
shows how much of a fool i am
uhhh i am a fool
so crazy over him its sad
i hope that i see him soon
please let that be as soon as today
