I keep telling myself that i can keep living this way
when in my heart...
i know i cant
i want to break free
from this shell
this overprotecting grasp
that im caught in the middle
everything i want
everything i need
is out of reach
close enough to touch
but yet...
far enough away that i cant grasp it
i just cant keep living in this little black hole that im digging for myself
the real me wants to break free
break free from this prison
this prison people call a body
i wanna scream
let it all out
maybe even rip my hair out
or maybe just cut a little to deep one time or maybe even two times
just so its enough for me to break free from this body and let my soul out
so my soul can break free and fly to my friends, my brothers, and people really close to me
that have died in the past.
